there was a beautiful quote in bharathi's blog about crying..
"one shd cry without any ego coz then only he's a man"
this induced a flashback in ma mind.. i thought about the instances tht i cried.. interestingly.. i could recall only one instance..
first lemme define crying.. its basically an emotional feeling which crawls in due to the emotional attachment towards your loved ones(parents,siblings,friends,lover..n i'll include relatives jus 4 name sake)..pple cry for almost anythin.. pain sufferin misery disappointment unhappiness etc.. somehow i feel pple shd not cry for all those mentioned above.. whose life is full of joy?? shouldnt there be any obstacles in the path of life?? we should be strong and overcome the obstacles.. if u cry for all these u r jus full of shite.. crying shd a rare emotion.. not a common sight.. if its so common then there's nothin to talk abt it..
the following are the instances wen tears shed from ma eyes:
1. the times wen i had cold.. well its jus the tear gland there... no emotion..
2.way back in 1st.. was a moment of fear actually.. saw a herd of buffaloes running towards me wen i was in some village in dharmapuri,tamilnadu..
3.a lil back in 6th standard wen i was caught copying from a girl.. it was a hindi test.. man i suck at hindi..(dont eva copy from a girl.. failing in the exam is a better option)
4. now for the instance which i call cry.. it happened in the 2nd year.. u'll probably wonder y i cried here.. i wonder maself.. i cried while talkin on the phone to ma dad.. a discussion which involved high expectations from ma side,an unnecessary hype,a overthrust of responsiblities on ma shoulders.. complex discussion.. am not gonna detail..
i always felt crying makes u weak.. since i cried scarcely i would like to make a statement tht am a stubborn guy.. considering the fact tht i didnt cry wen leavin 4 raipur.. my mom n sis cried endlessly at the chennai station.. i even noticed a few drops comin outta ma dad's eyes wen he left raipur.. ma mom complains tht i need to be a lil more emotional.. so shd i change??
P.S: only 1 person saw me crying.. n the probability of tht person seein this is almost negligeble.. i unofficially said it to all ma fellow bloggers.. so me officially crying is still nil.. jus for the record..