Tuesday, February 2, 2010

The Thing That U Should Not Do

Some things are never told in a direct way.. since this being a blog, am forced to tell this in a very indirect way.. its upto you to guess wat all this is.. now the below shit comes from a mahn who hasnt touched blogger for about 50 days.. so think twice before something crops up in your mind..

There are some things which we should not commit to when other people advice that its a bad thing.. but the human mind doesnt think that way.. after all what is good and what is bad is totally relativistic.. your curiosity takes control of your mind and you tend to perform the so called "bad thing".. the problem with me is that kuriosity always kills my kitty.. so there is never a "no" from my side.. n plus wats wrong in being optimistic is my argument.. watever happened has happened.. so here it goes..

The very first reaction would be your heart pounding really fast.. it will be like having high blood pressure.. a moment later you shd be able to feel your heart vibrating.. heart is such a puny organ.. but its a mini nuclear reactor.. it will be like you are holding your heart on your left hand.. next,you could feel your own breath.. the lungs puff up like a big balloon and deflate slowly.. its jus another complicated plastic cover.. your eyes dont obey your commands anymore.. you try to focus.. blurred vision is your result.. you feel that ur vision is blurred, but in reality u can see crystal clear.. this ambiguity in insanity puzzles me.. your legs start to weaken.. it would probably be better to sit down.. but thats where u r wrong.. u shd always stand against it rather than bowing down to it.. u better take control of the situation now.. or else its gonna pull u as quick as quick sand.. the meltdown starts now.. u feel that ur neck is shrinking.. ur jaws are totally hollow.. u could even touch ur voicebox with ur dry tongue.. ur lips were never so dry.. u try to make it moist by licking it with ur tongue.. another wasteful effort of rubbing sandpaper against sandpaper.. ur mouth is a mini sahara desert with not even a single oasis.. the clock is ticking.. the mind wanders.. the movie buff in u makes u think that u r "The One"(Arrgh.. metallica again).. u tend to think that u are capable of controlling anything with your mind.. u soon find out that even ur body parts are refusing to oblige.. ur alterego crops up and says "hey.. we aint in any matrix and u aint the one".. reality has hit hard on you.. u have become prey to the predator.. the scavengers are performing the last funeral of ur mind..elsewhere, ur lips are now like leeches stuck onto the epidermal aberrations.. even they might fall off any second owing to the scarcity of water.. the quench of water thirst is ur priority among other thirsts.. alas!!.. a water bottle with water in it.. u gulp down water very quickly as if u r seeing it after a long time.. but wait.. something's different.. the water seems to be taking a stroll along the walls of the esophagus.. its even traveling along the gastric walls..u could feel the length of the esophagus and the size of ur stomach at the same time.. its a beautiful feeling.. with so much good, comes bad.. in the end, all you can do is vomit which is an obvious outcome of a body-mind coordination failure..

P.S: thanks goku and mj.. thank u for letting me do this..
P.P.S: Am back.. time is wat i need to catch up with all your blogs..


soin said...

fak aff..

JAPESH said...

one word...


SG said...

Welcome back Vishnu. Nice to read your posts again.

Bharathi said...

nice to have you back.

"after all what is good and what is bad is totally relativistic.." keeps me pondering. infact i ponder over it for quite a while.

Srivats said...

seems like a scary encounter and i could almost guess... ok thats not the point, itsgood u are back and thanks to ur friends

HaRy!! said...

sarakaa? :) ..welcome back anyways! and yeah antha kathai in my story is true!

buckingfastard said...

well dis experience is wat dey call trip to heaven....maybe nythin we cant understand is a trip to heaven..

be it heaven or hell..but it is addictive

Naarya said...

thanni pottu ezhudirukka.. :D

Vishnu said...

@japesh.. thanku..
@sg.. thanks..
@bharthi.. same here..
@srivats.. i think ur guess shd be correct.. am too bad at hiding things..
@hary.. saraka ah.. chi chi.. adhukuellam ivvolo effect koduka maten.. one level up..

@buckingfastard.. u got me.. stairway to heaven..

@naarya.. ezhudumbodhu clear ah dan irudhen.. plus thanni pota nanga romba steady.. one level up..

japesh said...

[Chorus: Kanye West]
N-now, th-th-through ya motherfuckin hands
All the girls pass the weed to ya motherfuckin man
Now I ain't never tell you to put down ya hands
And if ya losin yo high than smoke again